Sunday, June 21, 2009

恐“技”症

不是瘙痒那种,是科技!
我害怕开启电邮箱,因为一看就是很烦人的东西。现在甚至害怕收到简讯和电话铃声!!!
还有还有,迷上了“爱面子的书”!只顾着赢得高分……
可恶!很难抽回现实的哩!明天还有考试的说~
可是,当我自己回想“父母亲想当年的时代”,我恐怕会闷“屎”了!
看,人们果然是不能尝到甜头的“动物”,因为啊,真的会上瘾,不能自拔!

然后,很跳tone地说,刚刚骑了脚踏车,鲁莽地,多了几个“霉”在身上……

再跳tone 地说,家人冷战了五六天了,窒息极了!!但愿不会影响考试心情。

骑呀骑,不小心打嗝……[拜托,形象!]没什么,下午茶和太多牛奶了 =.=

跳回来,决定不要上互联网玩游戏了,看看是否能戒掉。五天就好。

Sunday, June 7, 2009

我的不可思议!

地震啦?
火灾啦?
水灾啦?

都不是!

因为这是我第一次……

第一次哦!

第一次不可思议、奇迹似地错过了大型书展! !T.T

天哪!这书展可是我等了大半年的说~

就这样,因为钱、交通、书、地点的问题,我就这样白白错过了! T.T

今天是最后一天啊~~~~~~~~~~

Friday, June 5, 2009

Darn FC! 延续版

经济海啸的来袭,对大马的青少年而言,似乎没什么冲击。毕竟,在朋友圈子中,个个还是“大鱼大肉”继续享乐。对我而言,影响不大,所以潜意识的危机还没被激发出来。日子依旧。

可是近来的影响可大了。现在才开始忧虑经济海啸的影响似乎有种亡羊补牢的感觉。毕竟,火还没烧到手,这群还未工作的我们哪会和在外奔波的职场人士感同身受?

手的确还没烧到,但却被烫伤了!父亲在工作上遇到棘手的问题。母亲早就和外界很少有联系,自己还在求学阶段、弟弟更不用多说。在这个时候,谁能帮助父亲呢?他早出晚归,迟睡早起,让我极为他的健康担忧。父亲为了让明年的今天,这个家,还能够享有同等的生活品质,日夜奔波,常常露出疲态,真得让我很无奈。怎样才能解决这燃眉之急呢?

为了生活,父母的担子重了许多。亲戚朋友的来电,使他俩的肩膀也垮了不少。父母的亲人来电求救,身为一家人的一份子,他俩那可能不帮忙?从没想过这么戏剧化的事情会发生在我的现实生活当中。例如拍卖。有位亲戚的公司遭到拍卖。原因是因为他们忘了查看来信,结果申诉截止日期已过,公司被逼拍卖。很扯的是,当事人竟然不知道公司遭到拍卖的事,直到拍卖会的前一天,当事人的亲人阅读报纸时赫然发现的。还有,荒谬的是身为辩护律师,该律师竟然没出席拍卖会!戏剧化吧。

母亲为了这件事,突然转身一变,成了大忙人,电话不离手,仿佛每次都有千千万万的账目在周转着。忙归忙,她忙得起来,也把自己的身体弄得更糟。体质一向不是很好的她,这几天一直头痛、腰酸背痛等等。我真的不希望看见母亲继续憔悴下去……很想大喊“自己的事情自己看着办!!!”或许我是自私的,但身为孩子的我,又怎么舍得看到他们这么压力、这么的烦呢

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Darn FC!!!!!!

Yup, no typo, is FC, stands for financial crisis not Facebook. I admit this is a way old issue, at least even a kiddo also aware of financial crisis like century ago. I do too. Is just that until now, I realize how severe it was, as it affect my life! Darn!

Every wonder how financial crisis will affect you? At least this effect does not really visible among my friends, as they spend as usual. Ya, at first I am AWARE of, just like others, “Awwh….. The economic of Malaysia affected by the big brother USA”, so? Anyone did something to “save” the country or what? I don’t think so, at least not at our age… because we don’t work I think. Aiyks, am I stereotyping?

Sigh! Now I feel the heat! My dad is having problem with his job. I seriously worried about him! Due to assignment, I slept late, but my dad sleep at 11pm but wake up at 3am? Just because he was worrying about the job and the progression! Lack of job and the “runaway” customer [bad debts lar!]…He even worked on Saturday and Sunday! But how on earth can he manage his health and stuff? With such minimum rest and work like …. Goodness!!! He even mentioned that end of the year onwards, it will be a tough time for us, and want us to be prepared….

My mom is not working and by dump brother is not helping in saving his allowance! What can I do? Work? While I am messing out with my studies and AIESEC stuff? Even I can work but where? If my dad noticed, he will kill me by then. At this point, I really feel grateful that I get my scholarship.

Worst part, other relatives’ problems are pouring in. as though my parents the relaxing one, they just keep calling and bugging them… OMG, it just adds on stress back on my parents, and the tension just keeps heating!!! Like getting fired, getting sued etc.

How can life be so dramatic at this critical moment!!!!

Monday, June 1, 2009

Who am I? *Spiderman?*

This is my first English post here at my very own Mandarin blog. Contradicting myself of having two language in one blog. *sigh* I even broke my own promise. I am too tired of maintaining so many at once, so better cut down on it >.<


I think I am addicted to personality test. I felt so amaze when I realized it was so true, and keep grumbling when those are so untrue. Wonder the creators of those quiz are qualify for certain aspect or not. *grin*


Well, just to let my friends to know me better, these are the findings. Lazy to translate is one thing, another thing is I sucks in translating >.<. Better copy and paste. [Please don’t sue me for plagiarism or what so ever XD] I hereby disclose the top 3 that I like the most. ^^


From the Mask Test
Result: Strength

Your mask is strength. You try hard to fend for yourself. You do not let others do things for you. You often need to be in control of a situation, even if you can't handle it alone. You are always putting on a front, even if you don't feel strong at all. You don't let others see you when you're vulnerable, because you barely let your self be. Despite your flaws of always trying to act strong, you are a strong person, with strong character that can do anything you put your mind to. A lot of the times you really don't need anyone, and are perfectly capable on your own. However, there are times you find yourself wanting to let someone in but are not really sure how to.
Comment: I love this!!! It is so true about me!!! Nothing much to say… Haha, sometimes I am not as strong as i shown XD.


From the Periodic Element Test
Result: Iron

You are strong in character, emotions, ethics and physically. People who know you believe you are reliable and steady. You say what you mean and you will follow through with it because you weighed the positives and negatives of the commitment before you even said yes. Life may though difficulties your way but you are able to cope with them because of your strength..
Comment: Quite true, at least I have Visha to proof read this “reliable and steady”.

From the Television Series Test
Result: Grey’s Anatomy

Congratulations, your life resembles a day in a hospital. You are extremely smart and dedicated to everything you do. You may not have many close relationships with other people, but you are very loyal to those you do have a relationship with. You put your career/future above everything else and you are not afraid to be competitive to get what you want. These characteristics will get you far in life.
Comment: So should I study medic instead? Wouldn’t say I am extremely fast, but I believe I am a fast learner…. But not driving *pulzeeeee* suffer from that XD Haiz, I do afraid of competition… It make me felt way pressuered….Btw, I didn’t watch that series in my life before. ^^

Conclusion was?
Or should I ask, is the test true about me, from your point of view?

*All test taken from Facebook..